what's on your wish list?

Have you experienced being pissed as Christmas Day is fast approaching?.... definitely, i am not the only one having this kind of temper as the holiday season is at it's peak. There are a lot of "wish lists" left and right, here and there.....

I wrote this on my Facebook wall:

☃☃Christmas☃☃ is not about GIFTS but is about giving.... sounds the same but means differently, "wish lists" and "gift exchanges" degrade the concept of giving.... be not a worldly person but someone who comprehends the true meaning of this holiday season....✔ sometimes be a GRINCH on material things but be a Saint Nicholas in your heart....

If there's one thing i want to wish for.... it's HAPPINESS☺.... not just for me, but for my family... it will be a dream come true if i acquire true contentment for myself .You cannot find joviality by making it your goal. Personally, Happiness is the unintended benefit of pursuing personal dreams and living true to yourself. A deep sense of fulfillment will emerge when you proactively connect the person you are with the things that you choose to do and the person you pick to live with....

I remember a line in the movie INTO the WILD, “You are wrong if you think that the joy of life comes principally from human relationships. God’s placed it all around us, it’s in everything, in anything we can experience. People just need to change the way they look at those things.”

Maybe i need to analyze more if i want to gain eternal bliss for myself. Though i believe, Euphoria is only real when shared....most of the time, the process isn't equal... you tend to give more than you receive, or the other would be a taker than a giver. It must be a proportional circumstance. On my case, i always been blinded of the so-called LOVE, so my happiness isn't what i gained, it's somethin' that would pass by me and gone with the wind....

My biggest enemy is FEAR.....to mention some agitations....i am Monophobic, Claustrophobic, Achluophobic, Agliophobia and especially i'm Philophobic!

In conclusion, happiness is a choice YOU have to make. It is a state of being, only you can create.Finding true happinessis a very personal journey. When you achieve it, it'll be high time that you will utter, you found the light at the end of the tunnel...and i can't wait to find it! For now, I must sail on....